Who Does Not LoveI left the farm, and worked night and day in the city To make the necessary nest egg So Agnes and I might marry. She was a high strung, tempestuous girl, And, in a moment of fancied neglect, Married another suitor. Twenty years passed; I remained unmarried; Finally I met, and thought I loved Lorain___ But my heart still clamored for Agnes. To be sure of myself, I visited the old home again, . . . To see those corn flower eyes, And hear that lilting voice. I knocked at the back door: (We farmers use the front for funerals only) A slattern opened it; Filthy dress, scraggly hair, feet in old overshoes; But the corn flower eyes still bloomed in all that muck of neglect! In a flash I knew Lorain had no rival. Agnes did not recognize me; so I inquired the way to the nearest section line road, And swiftly left: Freed of a love hang-over of twenty years. He came today; thank God he did not know me; It was butchering time, and I was cleaning hog guts For sausage casings. I am a broken toothed hag at thirty-eight. Had I waited and married him I should have bloomed into beauty___ My best would have come forth___ ! should have touched the stars___ For Love is a builder. Deterioration claims the wife Who does not love. __Nell Lewis Woods. |
Contemporary Kansas Poetry
Helen Rhoda Hoopes
Pages 132-133
(Kansas City: Joseph D. Havens Company. 1927)
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